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HAUNTING THE SELF

i was just sorting through boxes of my stuff, and i found several CDs jay, my friend who committed suicide two years ago, burned for me of music and movies from our freshman year of college. i have almost nothing with his handwriting on it, and it's sort of jarring to have these relics sitting in my lap.

the CDs he gave still aren't anything that i feel overly excited about in terms of content -- a nine inch nails mix and a creepy, excessively-violent japanese horror movie -- nor was i excited about either of these things when he gave them to me, but he wanted me to have them anyway. and that was so jay: i think he viewed himself as a selfless person, maybe even a giver -- and he really did have a big, raw, deeply-empathic heart, which i think is part of what brought him so much suffering -- but he often seemed to give things without asking, or to give things that were based in his interests and not necessarily an honest reading of the other person, their wants, their likes. i think the things he seemed to give were things he wished others would give him.

sometimes his compassion was perfect, more than i would expect any human being to carry in their hearts. ( the summer between freshman and sophore years... )

( DO NOT READ 8| )

In other news: I officially want to ring Dewey's mom's head from her neck 8D

aaaaaah. horrible. stop this now!!!

with boots especially. and it needs to stop. now.

yes, yes, yes, yes!!!! FINALLY!!!!

what a ridiculous, ridiculous story. especially since she's a star of real housewives of dc!!!

yay, they're expecting a baby boy in march!!!! and they're such a cute couple!

i loved this movie!!!!

craziest movie ever!!!!

thank goodness because that mullet hair was killing me.

so hot!!!!

definitely one of the biggest shocks of the year, but it was a beautiful wedding and i'm seriously happy for them!
wedding invite

after the wedding

khloe and lamar

wedding!

the remix.

remix:

Dear F-list,

Have I mentioned how much I hate the Alliance?

Dewey and I need money for Artisan Flying. Wool is selling for 20g a stack. The best place to farm wool is in the Stockades dungeon. Stocks is in Stormwind. Stormwind is the Alliance capitol.

Dewey and I die like four or five times running to Stocks (not even players - just guards killing us), but that's fine. Once we're there, we're there, and we can go in and out as many times as we want, really.

That is, as long as there are no bastardly Allies camping the entrance to Stocks.

Dewey ran into them first, then I did about two runs later. A duo of high-level Draenei, intent on killing harmless and honorless Hordies. Seriously. When you exit a dungeon, you're an honorless target for about 10 seconds. It's supposed to discourage the instance-entrance camping, I think. But it doesn't. Because Allies are ALL BASTARDS. So I exit, notice they're there, and I attempt to back right back into the instance, but they see me before I can (mind you, I'm also hindered by the lag my load screen has - I actually appear to other players about a second or two before I can do anything), so they trap and gank me :|

I HATE THE ALLIANCE.

And I hate that Stocks is the only good place to farm wool :/

Your Miffyness,
Cy

PS Now I have to run back from the Spirit Healer and hope those bitches aren't there again before I can rez myself. Fuck this shit.

kid cudi, cleveland represent!!!!

quite a few!

they're finally together and they'll be together forever if i have anything to say about it!!!!!!!!

will i ever get sick of this song?